I suppose I need to face the giant, rather than complain.
I just feel like I could have done something in the past to have prevented being here.. or figured out some strategy to make it easier..
I guess when I'm faced with a lot of grunge work, I always think, is there something clever I can do to kill all these birds with one well crafted stone?
I could delete my e-mail and todo lists. Things would probably be ok. But somehow I want a more graceful solution.. but I definitely want to tend toward not having a giant backlog of stuff that I feel is important and urgent.