to my "modes of thought", I want to add another, where there are sortof many trains of thoughts assessing things from different points of view, like a committee arguing in my mind about the idea.. but unlike a committee, there isn't a feeling of needing to reach a consensus, everyone just says what they think (in different ways, some "say" what they think with feelings, some with images, some with words), and mind my sortof drifts along and eventually does something that seems to "fit"..